My luck this past year and a half literally sucks,

I can't think of any other words to describe my"Luck", and the loss of live beings, animals is the worst. I know this is not Pleo talk, but this is what CAfe is for. My big boy, Dinta :cat:who won a spot for October on the Frisky Felines Calendar, ( Which I just got last week....) has gone missing.

He is primarily a inside cat but has access to the back yard. He is also the cat on a special Chicken only diet because of severe food allergy...
He went missing sometime last night after I went to bed

(11:00 pm.) and this morning when my husband went out for a cup of coffee, to bring back to me.It is very out of character for Dinta to leave the yard, as he is a big baby and afraid of everything. I have searched high and low all day and just went to Staples and made lost and found fliers using his color photo from the calendar. I allways fear the worst and we live on a busy street, but he is terrified of traffic and would not even go towards the street. I can only think he got out perhaps by accident without my hubby seeing him around 7;00 this morning and is hiding in a neighbors yard, bushes, so afraid, but is not like him to go out that fast and of course my hubby swears he did not go past him,
If he got past me late last night while feeding my six strays, I did not see him either and he has never tried to go out the front door. My hubby will crawl under the house with a flashlight when he gets home,( he works till 10;00 pm.) and unless Dinta is hurt under the house, I can't imagine him under there, by now if not injured he would have come into the house, as he must be starving by now, he eats at least every two hours while awake, and that is not imagined, he eats like a horse..

I even looked in our large water barrel down in our basement afraid he may have gone down there after me last night and fallen into the water barrel and drowned.....I started taking photos with my flash camera cause my flash light did not seem strong enough and then I saw a frightening image of a white item ( Dinta is white with orange) lying flat........Of course when I went back and looked at the photos I took of the water in the barrel nothing was there...........I was crying when I saw that image, The only way I could get any piece of mind was to get a broom and drag it on the bottom of the barrel seeing nothing was on the bottom.........
I know cats hide and when lost can be petrified and hiding even though perhaps one house away. I just don't think I can handle losing another fur baby, I have lost three cats already in slightly over one year, and two turtles to predator Ravens. I don't mind my own personal injuries or surgeries of which I have had my fair share this past year, but I don't want any more death............Please if you care for animals at all, keep your fingers crossed that my Dinta boy shows up shortly and is ok, There is nothing more important in this whole world, next to my children and grandchildren, except for my fur babies: my eight cats and my dog.
Thank you for listening. RWM
