I love my Karl Kat, he is My Angel Boy.
My World is breaking, my heart is aching, My Karl Kat, my love, I miss you so.
My eyes are red, my cheeks are wet, life goes on, but I feel dead.
You put your paws in my hand to say it was ok with you.
Trying to purr, a body thin and wracked with pain, gums so white,
needed blood for life to substain, but it is time to end this fight.
As you wobble on your feet, trying to walk you give it all you can,
my heart breaks as I support your skeletal frame,
It's then I know it's time to begin the plan,
to play the last hand of this game,
The ball is now in my court, and I don't want this final serve,
But Karl Kat, you are my boy, my best friend,
If I let this go, it will not be what you deserve
You have been there for me right up to the end.
You looked into my eyes just one last time,
I could see the love in your eyes, even through the clouded fog
there are no more trees or roofs to climb,
No more chasing Meh-Lei our dog...
I held you in my arms in the sun, letting it kiss your nose before we went,
But you have had enough and you let your bladder loose, Hurry now, hurry
as you let out a cry that made me shudder , I could see you were spent.
Tears flowing now as I hold you dear against my aching chest.
Everything becomes a blur, it all is like a razor cutting deep into my skin.
Pain all around and it envelopes me as I hold you my Karl Kat,
This is a battle you can not win. Anemia is it's name, Anemia has you in it's grip.
But Life is love and death can also be just like that.
Karl Kat, Karl Kat, can you hear me speaking to you now?
She gives you a shot to make you sleepy, Karl Kat, Karl Kat,
My heart is breaking, my eyes are weeping.
Karl Kat, it is ok my dear sweet boy, You have earned your wings,
Your body is tired, it is ok, it is time to take that final rest.
Close your eyes Karl sweet boy, Mama is allways here at your side,
It has been a good battle and you did your best.
Now that you have gotten sleepy, that one last gift of love I give thee,
She now asks if it is ok, we nod our heads as we say goodbye
Karl Kat you were allways there for me, oh Karl Kat, you were there for Me!
I grant you your wings , Rainbow Bridge is there, go ahead and fly..
Time is out, no more breath, heavy heart, heavy heart, nothing else to see.
My world is breaking my heart is aching, no more Karl Kat in my lap,
No white paw, no gentle purr, I died a little today....I lost my Karl Kat
I lost my very special friend, the most gentle soul I have ever known
I let my Karl Kat down, I tried my best but perhaps I let him go too long
I was selfish to try and keep him around, but at least I could let him go
with some small degree of dignity at the end, he did not die all alone
He got to get that final sleep that is sweet to the suffering tired soul.
I love you Karl Kat, my special friend, my wonderful boy, I will allways love you
and you are forever in my heart. I love you Karl Kat. Run free and Play in Rainbow Bridge
with a healthy body again and light heart, I will see you again Karl Kat, I am allways here for you.
RWM and my Karl Kat
